This page is dedicated to my baby, my 10-month-old Gokie, whom died of feline lukemia/fiv on April 27, 2000. She was only a baby, and she didn't deserve to die. I blame a certain veternarian for her much suffering death, she was the one who spayed her. The tumors inside her little body where huge now, but they were then too, and when she was opened up for her spay, the vet saw them. they WERE there. It was exactly 4 monthes to the day (the 27th of DEC.99) that I had to put my baby to sleep forever. The very nice and caring vet whom put her down was the one who told me she could feel the cancer lumps by just petting her, and that they were visable when Goku had her surgery and her declaw. I was lied to from the start, and I think it was VERY cruel because my little baby had to suffer. By the time I got her to the vet on her last day of life, she was already dehidrated, had a heart murmur, and was in kidney failure. SHE SUFFERED!!!! I hope the vet I took her to the 1st time sees this site. you know who you are. just remember that you have to live with this for the rest of your slimy little life! I had to put her to sleep, and I hate myself for doing it. I feel like a murderer. I know she would have suffered, but still, I feel this way. I have been crying for days, and I don't know if I will ever be able to move on... Goku wasn't just some stupid cat, she was my baby, and my bestfriend. This page is for Goku, and her only. Sign her guestbook, but if you want to be rude, DO NOT sign hers. Any rude comments WILL be deleted. no one is to sign it and be mean. if you have comments or questions, feel free to email me. Thank You. ***KG*** I love you Gokie, with all my heart. I will never forget you, and I will never let any (If that day comes) let any of my kittens suffer the way you did. I'm sorry for that. Just know that I love you and that I don't go a single minute without thinking of you. I love you forever. Love, KG |
Goku's Visitors |
I am working on an info page so no one has to go through what I and my little baby did. if you have questions about Feline lukemia or FIV, please email me. It CAN be prevented. PLEASE have your cat get shots against it. It's a horrible death, and you don't want to put your cat through it. Thank you, Goku's Mommy, Krillin's Girl |
SPECIAL THANK YOU TO INGE FOR MAKING ALL GRAPHICS HERE EXCEPT FOT THE BANNER BELOW. KYLE MADE THAT FOR GOKIE SPECIAL. THANKS TO YOU BOTH FOR HELPING ME MAKE THIS PAGE A LITTLE BRIGHTER AND PRETTIER, IF GOKU WERE HERE, I BELIEVE SHE WOULD LOVE IT. THANKS SO MUCH. ***KG*** |
April 8th, 2001 Hi baby. It will soon be 1 year that you have been gone. I miss you even more than when you first left me, and I will never stop missing you. Big sis's Red and Susie are going to make some new stuff for your pages, and I thought I would tell you that, and how much I still love you. I love you very very much baby, and I always will, that will never change. Love you, Mommy |
